this is what i think know:
its never going to be as bad as it was with [ex-boyfriend].
i know more about myself
and what i deserve
and i can handle it.
if i get hurt
i can handle it.
it doesnt make me less of a person.
it just makes me human.
Words of wisdom like these are why girls need girlfriends. I can't even imagine having a boyfriend again; I don't even remember how sharing a life with someone works - or maybe I've never really known. But I do know, like my friend, that come what may, I can handle it.
I'm having my first massage EVER tonight! And then THE LADIES do a fancy dinner and gift exchange. Bonus: tomorrow is my last work day of the year!
Please expect lots of Shredding and Running (let's talk about that 20 miler I'm supposed to do on Christmas Eve). And movies and reading. And hanging out. And dog cuddling.
Only 11 more days til 2012!